Showing posts with label presence. Show all posts
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Thursday, July 2, 2020

June 28, 2020 - God Shows Up - Job 31:35-37; 38:1-11, 25-27

God Shows Up
Job 31:35-37; 38:1-11, 25-27
Pentecost + 4 – June 28, 2020

Has taken me 4 weeks, but finally, I feel like I “get” what is happening in the book of Job!

·       Past 3 weeks have been hard preaching – trying to find the grace and the good news about God’s loving action in a tale of suffering and woe

·       Like old serial books – 1 chapter a week – waiting to see how the problems will resolve

·       And finally this week, I had an aha!

Job is like Lt. Dan in Forrest Gump

Or rather, Lt. Dan is rather like Job

·       Lt. Dan – Forrest’s commanding officer, saved by Forrest on the battlegrounds of Vietnam – saved, but lost both of his legs

·       Throws his whole self-identity and understanding of his life into question: “I was supposed to die in the field with honor! And now I’m nothing but a cripple”

·       So much loss and grief and anger – wrestling with how his life has turned out

o   Experience – much like Job – of well-meaning people who ask if he’s “found Jesus yet”; the priest who shows up and tells him that God is listening, but he has to help himself

o   On the shrimp boat – catching nothing but trash; tells Forrest he should pray for shrimp – but still nothing; and he asks Forrest, “Where is this God of yours?”

·       Job filled with desperate suffering, longing for God to show up: “O that I had one to hear me!...I would give him an account of all my steps…”

o   Like appealing his case all the way up to the Supreme Court – wants a chance to hear the indictment and the case against him; wants to hear what he did wrong, so that he can have a chance to prove his innocence

o   Lt. Dan wants a showdown with God; Job wants a chance to speak to and hear from God, to get some answers for his questions

 Oh, don’t we sometimes wish for a chance to see God face to face? To have a chance to ask all of our questions?

·       To lament the unfairness and injustice of hard things that happen in life

·       To get answers to the question of why these things are happening

o   Individual: young parent dies, leaving little ones behind; tragic accident or cruel progressive disease that takes away function and vitality; cancer or dementia or addiction

o   Community/national/global level:

§   (Floods that leave whole cities under water (Midland, MI this May);

§  Wildfires that rage uncontrollably, destroying property, taking lives, killing wildlife;

§  Pandemic (nearing 130k deaths in US alone) – and all of the economic stress, anxiety, social isolation, depression, relationship issues

§  Wars & ongoing unrest in various parts of the world

§  Centuries of racial injustice in our nation

·       SO many “whys” for God. And “how could you let this happen?” and “why me, why us?”

·       And if we’re honest, sometimes we are angry and hurt and lost and confused and want a chance to confront God face to face and demand some sort of satisfaction/answer to all of these things and more

 

Last left Forrest and Lt. Dan on the shrimp boat, looking at latest “catch” of trash and Lt. Dan asking Forrest “Where is this God of yours?”

·       Forrest, recounting the tale, says, “It’s funny that Lt. Dan said that, because right then – God showed up!”

·       God shows up in the form of a hurricane while Forrest and Lt. Dan are out at sea; Forrest is scared, but Lt. Dan is mad – and cries out to God in the midst of the storm – “It’s time for a showdown – just you and me! Is this all you got?”

·       The storm rages – and when it subsides and the waters are calm again, we see Lt. Dan

o   On the surface, nothing has changed for him; still a vet who lost his legs in the war, still someone who was supposed to die with honor like all of his forefathers

o   And yet, everything has changed – instead of accusing Forrest of thwarting his destiny, he thanks him for saving his life; and Forrest reflects that “he made his peace with God.”

 

In Job too, God shows up in a whirlwind and speaks to him

·       God does not show up to give Job answers, but instead to ask Job questions

o   Gird up your loins like a man, I will question you, and you shall declare to me.

o   Where were you when I created the earth and the stars sang and heavenly beings shouted for joy? Who controls the chaos of the seas, giving it boundaries? Who sends rain in the desert where no one lives – just to water the land and make the grass grow?

·       God doesn’t come to make everything add up for Job, to answer all of the questions, to make everything clear

·       God just shows up – in majesty and power and might; God shows up with awe – reminding Job of God’s vast domain and dominion, of how God created and tends to everything in creation in ways that defy explanation and human understanding

·       And nothing changes for Job on the surface – but we’ll see next week that everything changes

·       His circumstances don’t change, but he is changed. His perspective is changed. His sense of himself is changed. His relationship with God is changed – deepened, expanded, transformed.

 This is what happens when God shows up

·       We can’t predict when God will show up

·       We can’t demand an appearance on our timetable

·       We can’t expect God to answer all of our questions in ways that make sense to us

·       Because God is awesome and mysterious and beyond our control

·       But the promise of scripture, the witness of God’s people down through history is that God does show up!

·       God makes God’s presence known to us – not always in the ways that we would ask for

·       But God loves us deeply enough to show up – to be in relationship with us

o   And somehow even when nothing around us changes, God changes everything. God changes us.

·       And for that we say, thanks be to God. Amen

 

 

 

Tuesday, October 1, 2019

September 29, 2019 - God Promises: "I Will Be with You" - Exodus 1:8-2:10, 3:1-15


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God Promises, “I Will Be with You.”
Pentecost + 16 – September 29, 2019
Moses and the Burning Bush

Intro: “Speak the truth even if your voice shakes”
·     See these words of advice floating around the internet a fair amount
·     Idea that sometimes it’s a scary thing to speak up, to speak out, to share the truth with another who may have a different point of view
·     And yet – the call comes to speak the truth, even in uncomfortable situations

TT: People in the biblical story we hear this morning might have resonated with this on a deep level
·     Not just a matter of shaking voices and feeling embarrassed or causing conflict with another, creating a rift in a relationship
·     Lives were at stake here right from the opening words
·     We’ve skipped over from Jacob and his 12 sons several generations down the line – 400 years later
o  Joseph: Jacob’s favorite son; sold into slavery by jealous brothers, taken to Egypt, where eventually he became Pharaoh’s right hand man, set over all the land of Egypt – stockpiled food for the coming famine (revealed in a dream)
o  And eventually family came seeking help, ultimately there’s a revelation and reunion and the whole extended family comes to live in Egypt
o  Which is all well and good until now, where we enter the story
·     New king arose who did not know Joseph – threatened by the numbers of Israelites
o  In fear, seeks to oppress them, to consolidate his own power
o  Enslaves them, works them ruthlessly, to the point of collapse
·     That doesn’t work, so plan B: midwives to kill the boy babies
o  Imagine them shaking a bit as they choose to defy this command
o  And yet they are bold with their reason/excuse as to why
·     Moses’ mother – who does not speak, except that actions speak louder than words
o  Love for her fine baby compels her to hide him until she can’t any more
o  Places him in a basket and sets it among the reeds of the river, fingers crossed, hoping for a good ending to this traumatic story
·     Miriam, Moses’ sister – who is set to watch over her baby brother floating on the river
o  Who sees Egyptian princess discovering Moses and dares to speak out, volunteering to find her a nurse
·     Pharaoh’s own daughter – speaking out in compassion as she ultimately adopts this child her father considers one of his enemies
·     And then Moses – the beneficiary of all of these courageous women who spoke in words and deeds, even with shaking voices
o  Who grows up a Hebrew in the Pharaoh’s household
o  Who murders an Egyptian for beating an Israelite and has to flee from Pharaoh who seeks to kill him
o  Makes new life in the land far across the wilderness, marrying, becoming a shepherd
·     And there sees a bush that burns but it not consumed
·     And encounters God, who tells him that God has heard the cry of God’s people and has come down to deliver them, and that Moses will be the one to go to speak the truth to Pharaoh
·     And Moses’ voice is surely shaking! “Who am I to go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?”

TW: It is a scary thing to find yourself the one anointed to go and speak the truth, especially to power. (this is a different pharaoh, by the way, the one he grew up with has died…)
·     To speak up and tell the Pharaoh that the time of slavery and oppression is over – terrifying
·     And we can relate
o  B/c the call to followers of Jesus is to hear the cries of those around us longing for hope, desperate for justice, and to act as Christ’s body in the world
o  To work for justice, to stand at the side of the vulnerable, the weak, the oppressed
o  To go and speak out on their behalf
·     And that’s not necessarily attending a march or demonstration, though it might be; could mean writing letters to govt reps, maybe even running for office!
·     It could be confronting a co-worker or boss or family member or neighbor about racism or sexism or homophobia or fear of the other
·     It might look like listening to a person express their point of view and then daring to share a different way of looking at the situation, knowing that it may cause discomfort in the relationship
·     It is not easy; sometimes even harder when it’s someone we are close to; there’s a lot at stake
·     We may ask God, “Who am I to go…?”
·     God didn’t let Moses off the hook, and God doesn’t let us off the hook either

GT: But when God sends Moses, God sends him with a promise: “I will be with you.”
·     God is sending Moses back into a fear-inspiring situation, but God doesn’t send Moses alone
·     God promises to go with Moses, just as God promised to be with Abraham and with Isaac and with Jacob, just as God promised to be with Joseph
·     This name for God is a reminder of the one who has stood by Moses’ ancestors, one who has a history of following through, of leading each of them through struggles and trials, never abandoning them
·     The work God gives Moses to do won’t be easy – Pharaoh doesn’t let the people go without a struggle (you remember those stories!) – But no matter how scary it gets, God stays with Moses to fulfill God’s plan to deliver the people from slavery into freedom
·     And God sends Moses with others – like his brother Aaron and sister Miriam – to help him and support him along the way

GW: The promise is for us too. When God calls us into uncomfortable situations and places when our voices shake and quake as we speak truths that are hard for others (and sometimes even ourselves!) to hear – God says, “I will be with you.”
·     We aren’t called to follow God into these places alone
·     God promises to be with us – to lead and guide, to encourage and inspire, to empower our voices when we would rather stay silent
o  Jesus final words in Matthew: “Go, make disciples… and remember, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”
·     God never sends us to do work without God’s presence right there beside us
·     And God sends us with one another to proclaim God’s love, to live out God’s mercy, to share God’s good news of a coming kingdom
·     May we speak of God’s vision of freedom and justice to those who need to hear it, even if our voices shake, knowing that God is with us, just as God promised.
·     Amen.